Project Start & Cabin Fever

Oh, boy. This has turned out to be a very frustrating week stitching wise, guys.

I mentioned to some of you in the comments section that my mom and I had decided to start a SAL, because we had a couple of projects in common in our stash, and with this quarantine going on we thought it'd be a sweet idea. The one we decided on is this beautiful piece by Dimensions, Flowers & Hummingbird:

Isn't it beautiful? Aren't those colors gorgeous? Doesn't it just scream out "spring"? Yes, yes it does. It also has a truckload of confetti. I should've known when I saw those flowers, but I seem to be a slow learner... Insert facepalm. No, actually, I'll insert it for you, here ya go:

Literally me thinking of myself

Long story short, those flowers turned out to be my nemesis. My proverbial Everest. Combine the confetti, similar pink colors, and 18 count aida, and after three days I was a cross-eyed, dizzy, angry Zombie ready to throw things (which is probably also a by-product of the fact that we've been quarantined for nearly two weeks and I have serious cabin fever. But oh boy is that another topic). My poor husband had to sit me down and kindly explain that maybe projects are like relationships, and I really should just break up with this one. Bless his patient soul.

Anyway, if you think that stopped me from doggedly continuing on this project, you absolutely do not know me for the stubborn mule that I can be. I just wasn't ready to give up. I was also strangely emotional about giving up on yet another spring piece, because I'd already given up on Baby Bluejays (seriously people, cabin fever is bad for the nerves. I need to go outside to take a walk and get a, you know, life). 

Ugh. But finally, today I really had to wonder why I was freaking out over this project so much, and I realized that it was a combination of: a) wanting to go too fast, and b) the wrong approach. So I've decided to be patient with myself, reminded myself that this isn't a race... and I've decided to work square by square instead of by color, which was a huge part of the problem as it was making me very confused. And it has calmed me down enough to enjoy this project again, and this is what I have to show for my efforts:

I mean... Not too shabby, if I do say so myself! I am satisfied. If anything, this latest stitching experience has taught me that I have a very anxious, competitive streak in me, and I really have to take to heart these lovely words by Virgina Woolf:

How are you all doing in these crazy times? I hope you're keeping positive and finding good things to focus on. Wherever you are, I hope you're happy and keeping safe. Until next time, happy stitching :)

White Clover: Finished!

I have a finish for you guys!! Here she is!! White Clover!!

I mean... Isn't she beautiful?? I love the colors on her, all those cool greens mixed with lilacs and pinks. Every time I look at her I can't get over how gorgeous she is! I'd like to take her to a professional framer when this quarantine is over and find her the largest, most delicious guilty-pleasure-so-sue-me-Barbie-pink frame to make her colors pop even more!

As usual I used my own beads, I think the pink ones may be a bit larger than called for and a bit more pink than the dress itself... Buuuut I love pink so I ain't even sorry. Here are some close up pictures:

I can't get enough of this project!

How is everyone doing today? I hope you're all keeping busy and safe! I've decided to limit my news consumption because it's been making me feel so anxious and sad. I used to think that limiting the news would be like burying my head in the sand, but I've come to the conclusion that if I'm going to be holed up at home for goodness knows how many weeks, I have to take care of my mental health. So I'm now watching/reading the news once a day, and the rest of the time I'm either working, doing housework, stitching, or keeping in touch with friends and family. I have to say, my mood and anxiety levels are so much better... And that's not nothing.

I hope you guys are doing OK wherever you are, until next time... Happy stitching :)

Stitching during lockdown

Hello world! How is everybody today? I want to say thank you to everyone who left a comment on my last entry, it was so good to hear that you are all doing well and safe! I'm sorry I haven't answered you yet, but my mind has been all over the place and I'm having trouble concentrating beyond work. Things are moving so fast over here. In the space of only one week, there have been so many changes:

• Spain has closed its terrestrial borders and is in full lockdown
• The European Union has closed its borders to non-EU residents
• Here in Spain, the number of infections has jumped to 14.000 and nearly 700 dead
• There are now lines to get into supermarkets

It just feels like we're living in a dystopia. I have never lived in a country with closed borders, a country where the police can stop you on the street to ask why you're there. I've never lived in a Europe with restricted freedom of movement within member states. And I've never had to wear gloves and mask into a supermarket, or wait in line to get in. I understand that all these measures are for our own safety and I respect them. It just feels a bit scary and larger than life. 

I've been keeping in touch with my parents in Belgium and my brother in Barcelona. My mom's upset to be locked outside of her own country (Belgium is also on lockdown), and my brother went five days without being able to find any food in supermarkets in his neighborhood or online. He's also lost his job (he's a cook) and since this lockdown will last until after spring break, he's a bit worried. My husband and I are lucky, because most of my work is online, and his academy switched to online work as soon as the lockdown hit. 

It's not all scary and negative, though. There are lots of viral videos going around of whole apartment blocks playing games together like "I spy", or a fitness instructor giving an aerobic lesson to an entire building complex. There are people clapping from their balconies as a sign of appreciation for our doctors, and funny memes of inventive things people are doing at home. So the general feeling for those of us who are just waiting it out is a nervous resignation with a touch of humor, edged with the hope that we or a family member doesn't get seriously sick.

As for stitching, I've been doing plenty of that with all the extra time spent at home, and it has been a real comfort! I'm nearly done with White Clover, just the beading left to do. Here is a preview:

I love those laces on her legs! 

I have also made some extra needle minders, so my collection is growing... I actually made them for my mom, because we were supposed to go for a visit during spring break, but that's not happening so I'll be using them for now:

And some Aida fabric has arrived, and I now have a respectable collection of different colors:

So that's all very exciting! I'll post my finished White Clover in a couple of days hopefully, and in the meantime: stay safe, stay indoors (if you can!) and happy stitching :)

White Clover & Coronavirus in Spain

Hi everyone! Just a quick stitchy update and a few words on the state of things here in Spain. First, here is White Clover, looking absolutely fabulous:

As you can see her skirt is really coming along, and I'm loving all the soft pinks and lilacs, as they are my favorite colors. The stuff of dreams! Absolutely beautiful, I couldn't be happier with this project or enjoy it more.

COVID-19.

Alright guys, I hope no one minds me digging into this topic, but... do you even live in 2020 if you don't talk about the Coronavirus? Here in Spain the situation exploded overnight. To be honest I've been very worried by the lack of action from our government, seeing how Italy has been doing for the past few weeks and we were following right in their footsteps. Things seem to be changing though.

As in stands right now, we have more than four thousand infected people and the healthcare systems of the main affected areas are completely collapsed. The government has declared a state of emergency beginning tomorrow, schools are closed and, well, it just feels like we're living in a dystopian movie right now. We expect the number of infected to rise to 10 thousand, especially now that people have begun evacuating Madrid (the most affected area) and moving to their secondary homes all over Spain. I'm quite worried about my two grandparents, who are both in their late 80s... I hope they don't catch the virus.

The president announces state of emergency in Spain

Grocery shops here are pretty much ransacked, as everywhere else, but we have still been able to obtain some necessities. My brother (who lives in Barcelona) says everything is empty though, and he hasn't been able to buy anything. Hopefully the panic buying will stop soon. It remains to be seen what measures will be taken tomorrow as part of the "state of emergency", but since we have already been told to stay at home, at the rate things are going I won't be surprised if we're in full-on lockdown like Italy.

How are you guys doing? Is there panic-buying where you live? Are your areas affected? Wherever you are I hope you're keeping safe! Until next time, happy stitching and remember to wash your hands ;)

White Clover: Week 2

YOU. GUYS. Look at this beauty!!

I absolutely, completely love this pixie! Look at those popping colors! Look at the swirly curves and all her little details! This is my favorite project in a long time. I have achieved Stitcher's Bliss :)

Speaking of details... If you notice, there's something different about her wings. I didn't use the Kreinik called for, opting instead for a cool green metallic thread that I had lying around, but I really like the effect. You can't see it in the photo, but her wings are very glittery! (Also, note to self: don't stitch with metallic thread under a strong lamp, unless you want to feel like you're staring into a thousand tiny suns. Use natural light instead!).

So, what's new with everyone? We've been down with a flu over here but are now feeling much better, we're settling into our new place and making use of our more central location to take sunny walks everywhere, including the beach! It's lovely. I hope you're all well and keeping busy with all things stitchy!

Happy stitching :)